Silver Linings


I thought that I’d take a break from my fictional story this afternoon, and write about something that has been on my mind lately (non-fiction). 

As many (or most) of you already know, I started this blog back in 2016 for the purpose of sharing the story of my journey into recovery, and my newfound belief in God.

Halfway into that same year, I was inspired by the work of several photographers on WordPress, and I started another new journey – I began to dabble in photography. In doing so, I began learning Photoshop, and I found that I enjoyed manipulating photographs – possibly even more than I did taking them. 

My story of recovery continued, as did my many photo-manipulations, and the blog stayed pretty much the same for several years. 

During that time, I started college as an adult – a very mature (old) adult – with a major in graphic design. While it turned out that this area of study was not really what I had anticipated, I rediscovered my interest in psychology, and I went that route instead.

I’ve written about all of this, and I don’t want to be redundant – as redundancy is a bit of the subject matter of this post – but that’s the story in case anyone hasn’t heard it before. (yawn)

Onto now. More recently, I took what I had learned (and am still learning), in illustration and a visual communication course, and began to dabble in THAT – which almost brings us up to speed.

During my community college years (hanging out with the young people), I also took a creative writing class. I’m not an avid reader, mind you, and I never really thought about writing much until I started sharing my story of recovery.

The main reason I wanted to try this class was to see if I could turn my real life story into fiction somehow, using symbolic archetypes, so that I wasn’t always saying the word “I.” 

Trust me, it gets old. I chuckle when I read those “How to Increase Traffic on Your Blog” posts that say “never talk about yourself.” That’s pretty hard when your blog is about your own personal journey!

What I also discovered is that once you tell your story, you either have to move on, or keep repeating things… and that is where the feelings of redundancy came in. It felt as though I was trying to find new ways to say the same thing. Not to mention the fact that you begin to feel “stuck in the past,” when the past is all you refer to.

Anyway, the most recent shift that’s taken place is the addition of fictional writings – and these are all written through trial and error… so no judging! Honestly, I’d love to call my blog “Learning to Write,” as that is kind of what I’m using the blog for these days, but if history repeats itself – this could change at any minute.

So, now I’m getting to my recent thoughts. I began to think that maybe it’s not exactly kosher to constantly change the purpose or the content of the blog. I mean, is that like a bait and switch tactic? I don’t know. But that has never been my intention.

Furthermore, since “the days of the virus,” I’ve been racking my brain trying to figure out what could help me – and possibly others – overcome the weirdness of this new life, and the strange emotions that surface. 

I think I hit the nail on the head the other day when I labeled mine “melancholy,” because that’s kind of what it feels like. Then again, it could just be because I turned 60 in all this madness – and it’s simply a developmental phase I’m going through. Who knows?

Anyway, as I pondered (overthought) all of this, I asked myself why I was enjoying writing fiction so much lately, and there was one simple answer. 

Imagination

It felt like a slight AHA moment, but maybe I “imagined” that. Ha! Seriously though, what if the remedy that I’ve been looking for, the miracle cure that could help me – and possibly others – overcome the weirdness of this new life, and the strange emotions that surface, is “the use of imagination.”

Whether it be story or essay writing, poetry, art, illustration, photography, or… whatever, when we find that “something” that helps us open and nurture our imagination, we gain even more in the process.

I don’t know about you, but when I imagine a place that I’ve never been to, or a cast of characters that couldn’t possibly exist, I begin to feel something old and familiar creeping in, that thing that seemed to be missing – that I couldn’t quite put my finger on before… my sense of purpose.

THE END


That’s about all for now, and thank you for reading if you made it to here!

I figured I’d get my “thought sharing” out of the way so that I don’t bog down my next story excerpt with too much personal talk at the end. Although I still might… you just never know.

Anyway, I used a manipulated photograph that I shared back in 2018 for my featured image. I’m pretty sure it’s a variation of lights that I shot from a moving car. It seemed to represent “silver linings” pretty well.

And I think I may have found something that I was looking for in all of my (over)thinking recently… so it’s a silver lining indeed.

Until later,
-Janet

7 Comments

  1. You’ve hit the nail on the head, Janet.

    Using one’s imagination is very very therapeutic.

    I’ve had so many disasters in my life, it would depress me even further writing about and recounting them.

    That’s why I write fiction.

    To use my imagination.

    Your microfiction short story chapters are probably what I’ve enjoyed reading most on your blog.

    It allows one to transcend time, place and circumstance.

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    1. Awww thank you Christopher! I’m happy you agree – it means that all my pondering was not in vain. It’s so weird how we discover things as we move through life. I’m a slow learner… but I get there! And you are right… transcending time, place and circumstance is the perfect way to sum up my thoughts on it. Thanks again!

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  2. Yes, you are onto something. Sharing our journey is so important, but after a time it does feel like repeating or reliving the past. Imagination is that elusive visitor that was a constant companion in childhood, one we must now encourage to stay and play. Keep finding your bliss. It’s the best path! 💛🌟

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  3. Silver linings can’t be celebrated enough–sometimes we have to look for them, but that’s part of God’s purpose and Plan, I trust. Love to you, Lady J ❤

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